do you feel locked up inside you head with no escape, head banging, voices breaking, people hurt well thats me, i'm a messed up kind of person and i think you probably hate me for that.....ive gotten to the point where my mental health has relapsed and im suffering badly from it all.
i've messed up and i've mesed up badly and i dont think that what i do will bring everything back to normal (oh wait i aint normal) i never will be.....i lied to people close to me.....i even lied to people i didnt like all because i made a profile that vented my feelings through statuses but everyone took it to their advantage and abuse me on there which led more people to message me and then i lost it and started biting back with things i shouldnt have even said and made it worse....i cant lead a normal life and i dont think i ever will.
i'm losing the people that i love and what i can gather is you can die from a broken heart but i think mines already broken and im already experiencing signs of pain already
i've had a huge mental breakdown i hit my parents, my dog bit me, police had to take me away, i lost most forms of contact and will probably lose my job too and become homeless
lets just sum up the fact that i will never get better and im hurting the people i love to the point where ive broke my own heart and im holding onto my life by a thread that can snap at any minute from now
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