can we actually outgrow friends??!

Is it entirely true that we can outgrow friends are for me I don't seem so close to my friend as we used to be.....there are times where she says something and when it once used to cause some banter or rants etc.. now it just bores me to death as I feel like I've heard it all before.

She's either hanging out with her boyfriend and leaving me wandering if she will answer my texts asking if she wants to hang out and she can bring her boyfriend along or other times we go to each others house and we just sit there and say nothing.

I think I have outgrown my friend....leave some comments below and let me know if you have outgrown your friends and why you feel like that


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back to college

Well its become that type of year again where we all go back to school, college or university.....for me I go back to college to complete my second year of Level 3 Health and social care.

I've got to the point where I'm constantly buying college essentials and bags as some bags I use all the time and some I only use them when I want to which is bad!!

I was the type of person who left all my college work to the last minute which was bad as I stressed a lot and ended up having extensions which led me to finish college later than my other classmates which also put a damper on my summer.

If you want a sneak peek of what I use for college there is an attached photo below!

I use a purple and pink polka dot A4 ring binder, a 4 subject project book as i'm only studying 4 units so far, i use a clear pencil case so im not scrambling through my pencil case looking for that one pen you can never find and i use an all year planner which is handy as i never seem to write in my diary everyday so i just write it down in the days that i need.

here are some tips to help you stay organised:
1) i use different colour pens for each subject so im not confused on what i wrote for which lecture
2) i use dividers in my folder to divide each subject so i know where they are.
3) write all your homework in your diary on the date you get given it and also the day its due in and set a reminder on your phone
4) organise your essentials in a way that is easiest for you
5) finally once you get given an assignment write an assignment plan and start it that way you dont fall behind.

hope this helps if you  have anymore tips let me know in the comment below

love you guys

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british summer time :D

yayyyy british summer time is back and nice and sunny, although not liking the thought of having to get burnt by the sun....I also need to buy some summer clothes because at the moment my clothes have winter items in there and I need a massive sort out because I just hoard winter items because they just so cosy also I'm on a mission to get my wreck this journal finished so I can buy a new one and start over and make it more creative.

also if any of you have any suggestions for some good quality college material and some tips to be organised in college i will forever be thankful i love you guys


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IM BACK

sorry guys I haven't posted for agggeeessss buuuttt the reason for that was because of personal reasons AND I went to DISNEYLAND eeeekkkkk!

I went with friends and honestly I LOVED it, it is the most magical place ever I love it sooo much it brings the inner kid out of mee hehe :D

soo i'll upload some photos and give a little brief about what i got up to :)

i honestly had more photos but my phone deleted it :( 

well i travelled by a coach and a ferry from Dover to Calais (France) and were escorted from Calais allll the way to disneyland :D:D:D:D i couldn't stop fidgeting when i got off the bus i was literally like "COME ON i want to go on this, this and even this!" 

I met MICKEY and MINNIE and WINNIE THE POOH (a bit young i know) but he was literally my childhood friend i still even have my massive teddy from when i was a baby and all the small bedtime books and I bought a Winnie the pooh phone case which i love!!

i think it's called the Tower of Terror or the Hollywood tower or both i'm not sure but i went on that too and loved it the thrill it gives you is intense me and my friend went on it twice using fast pass tickets and I loved it, The Rock 'n' Roll roller-coaster was amazing too the speed it goes is super thrilling..,, i had so much fun that through all the day i had to keep filling up on my caffeine and energy haha....

i couldn't fault the hotel either it was amazing the food and service they provided was good and i loved it.

i really do recommend all you people to TRY and go to disneyland at least ONCE in your life it is amazing! 

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horrible bullies and people who message me nasty things!!

hey guys,

not the normal post that i normally do but just wanted to put it out there about the horrible messages that i'm getting on my facebook account and twitter, which for some people think it's best to block them but what if those people turned out to be something you thought they werent let's find out from this message now shall we. this message was sent from someone who i talked to and thought was a nice girl but turned out i was wrong:

"Your such a liar, 'it sucks that we have to pretend we like her around your parents' 'I hate her' ' has you mum still got the boom because I don't want it lending it to her' 'she thinks she better than everyone' 'she's applying for that job too, I'm going to make sure I write a better letter than her' your full of shit!! Stop causing trouble for me and my boyfriend. Now you are not going to 'high five me in the face' no that picture on my timeline wasn't about you because unlike you I have the ability to say it to you. Your nothing but a liar, attention seeker, two faced little cow! That's my bit said! I suggest you keep me out of your conversations as I am not happy one bit! Not one word in front of the girls not that you say things to my face anyway!!"

this has been kept anonymous so no names are being mentioned but to be honest i am no where near that. I am the most honest person you will come across if i don't like you i will tell you straight up, if your being nasty i won't speak to you like many people say, "you have to respect in order for it to be returned" thats sooo true

sorry if this is not the usual post i post on here but i really hate bullies and people who call me things that i ain't

sorry guys


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book review (Girl Online)

hey guys,

In the furore surrounding Zoe Sugg's novel, little has been said about the book itself – but for a work of young adult fiction that is fun and relatable while also having a positive message, it is difficult to fault.

Girl Online follows a typical girl-meets-boy storyline with a few 21st-century twists. The "girl online" is Penny – a clumsy, anxious but thoroughly likeable lead character who struggles with panic attacks that have plagued her since she was involved in a car crash.

Like all teenagers today, Penny has to deal with the cripplingly awkward period of young adolescence while also coping with her life being broadcast online. She struggles with growing up in a world where her friends post bitchy comments on her blog and publish a video of her accidentally flashing her knickers during the school play. Her blog is the only place where she feels safe to open up to the world – but she learns the hard way that it's not where personal secrets should be shared.

After falling in love with a boy called Noah on holiday in New York, she returns home to find that he is, in fact, a famous musician with a huge YouTube following – and a girlfriend. Her supposed best female friend leaks her relationship with Noah to an online celebrity news site and her blog goes viral. Penny vows never to write on her blog again.

Penny's best male friend is her next door neighbour Elliot, who is rejected by his father after coming out to his family. The pair mock Elliot's dad's comments that you can "grow out of being gay".

Parents at Zoe's recent book signings said they would prefer their daughters to look up to Zoella rather than modern pop stars, and reading this book it is easy to understand why. But while Girl Online does teach sound advice to teenagers about being cautious of their online activity, it often seems at odds with Zoe's own stratospheric YouTube career. Zoella has found fame and fortune in sharing personal details on the internet, and it is inevitable that Girl Online readers will still look up to her over Penny.

Its sooo hot

Hey guys,

Well yesterday in the UK in Wales seem to be the hottest day for me I was wearing a nice summery white dress (nice cool colour for summer and also heat)....and ohhh my god it was boiling I felt like I was melting, I think the temperature was like 25/27°C maybe the hottest temperature in Wales this year so far.

Well I was definitely not staying in the house at all so decided to take a strol too town with my boyfriend we went into Primark, New look, River Island, a really incredible fashion store and cafés and I could not stand the heat at all so I ventured off to ASDA to buy like a bottle of water and 3 bottles of juice drinks (volvic Juiced)....safe to say they did last me all day and did keep me well hydrated.

Didnt buy anything important from town but I did buy some books that I REALLY wanted (pic posted below) and I will definitely do book reviews on them soon...but I have been searching for One Day by David Nicholls but it is impossible to find heeelllpppp

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super and incredibly MAD!!

hey guys,

Well today has not been the best of days for me as my doctor has said I can't let my stress levels rise but how can I do that when I'm constantly worrying.....

First I woke up extremely tired with a massive headache and surprise, surprise it's my stress levels being up again (even when I sleep I'm stressed) is it entirely true that stress can kill? can someone please answer that question please!

Anyway I haven't even step foot out my house today apart from having a driving lesson and having to get my dad to take me out to pick my sister up other than that I don't know what's making me soooo stressed..What makes you guys stress?

To top it off I'm being ignored for god knows what reason so I'm MMAADD!!! What did I do to deserve this just about had enough to be honest with you guys

Well anyways I'm going to see if I can get my stress levels back down to normal


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fears

hey guys,

I'm not entirely sure why but for some reason I have this massive fear of going to the gym....I always fear that as soon as I get to the gym I'm going to be laughed at, I mean I came to the gym to get fit not to be laughed at and I hate that feeling.

Everytime I go to the gym I always end up going in the small gym where only 2 people usually work out as it's blacked out and there's not alot of people watching you work out. The other fear I have is getting changed into my sports wear in the changing rooms...(I hate the way my body looks) it's covered in stretch marks. I'm size 12 in clothes but yet I look tinnier than that but still feel insecure about going to the gym.

I have made a promise to myself that I will get over this fear by going to the gym with my head held high and not giving a care in the world if people are laughing at me.

What are your fears?
Why not comment below what your fears are and what you will do to overcome them!
I will give you an update of how it went tomorrow



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JOBS ARE A NIGHTMARE

hey guys,

Lately I have been sooo busy looking for jobs (boring, yeah i get it)....but two things I have always come across is that youngsters need "experience" or they have to be 18 or over...SERIOUSLY how?!

How can someone get experience when they have JUST come out of education and not giving the opportunity to gain experience and why do you have to be 18 to stock objects on shelves. This is really annoying me now and have no idea what to do.

I am starting to get fed up of Newport and the jobs available recently, I mean McDonalds and KFC are even time wasters you apply and NEVER hear back or they just don't give you the job just because you got one answer on a question wrong when you only needed 18 out of 20.....ARRGGHH starting to tear my hair out.

That's my rant over

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just another day.....or is it?

hey guys,

for some reason most people have days that are all different buuutttt my seem to always be the same (crazy, I know). I always seem to have this routine in my life which seems to be on repeat it usually goes like this:

wake up
get dressed
try and do my hair as best as I can (can never get my hair tight enough in a ponytail)
brush my teeth
get a glass of orange juice
grab my bag
grab my keys
and then head out for the day

I somehow always end up in down walking around minding my own business and then all of a sudden go flying onto my face (ouch!).....sooo embarrassing....I recover from the fall whilst everyone stares, points and laughs so I now have to walk around the entire town centre with people knowing that i'm the girl who fell flat on her face (not the best start to my days). I then always seem to find myself outside a bookshop just randomly looking in the window staring at all the good books that are on display (ohhh..how i could just buy them all).....then i snap back in to reality and just wander around until i find myself near a coffee shop... ohh what the heck fifteen minute coffee break can't hurt...i always order my usual a frozen mocha not hot coffee i know what some of you might be thinking ("ew how can you drink cold coffee") but the truth is i can't stand hot coffee....anyway after my little coffee break i wander once more round town and then find that i left my bag in the coffee shop i sprint back to go find it to notice it's gone but to my luck the store assistant managed to keep it behind the counter...Phew that was good luck.
after the mad rush of running to my bag and tripping over in public i then walk back home to find i have no house key...so i have to climb the garden fence what worse can that do and of course i climb the fence not realising my dress is caught on a nail, i jump off the fence and then of course my whole dress rips of....OMG i'm in my bra and knickers in my garden i quickly run to the back door and luckly it's open i quickly open it and run to my room to put on some new clothes and of course i put the new clothes on and then go an retrieve my dress that is now entirely ripped :(.
i sit on my bed and just read a book that always makes me feel better but to my extent i then have a message off my boyfriend asking me to meet him at his house (Great a 6 mile trek to the otherside of Newport after my embarrassing moment in town) so here i go walking to his house....i get to his house spend a couple of hours with him and his family and i didn't notice the time...crap i had to be home at 6 to let my sisters in it is now 8.30pm i grab my bag give a quick kiss to my boyfriend and just run all the way to my house to find my mum standing at the door angry
i go to bed feeling tired upset message my boyfriend saying "i love you, going to go sleep, don't want to talk tonight due to the embarrassment moment in town and my mum being angry i promise to talk in the morning, night,,, xxx" so i close my eyes and dream of the nice pink colourful fluffy clouds (just kidding i just went to sleep)
that is typically how everyday goes i have literally been through 21 dresses so far this year and at least the entire town knows me by "the girl who trips over her own feet" i am a walk of shame in my town

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hey guys

Hi guys,

Sorry for the short first post but just wanted to briefly introduce myself, my name is Jade and I'm a 17 year old from Wales in the UK.
I have always wanted to start a blog but never actually got around to doing it.
I promise there will be more interesting blogs but for now I want you all to get to know me a little bit first.
Well in my spare time I love to read books, I have probably read books in my cupboard more than 5 times and could probably tell you word for word what they are about, haha sad I know, I also like to watch Vlogs on youtube with my favourites being Zoella, Pointlessblogs, BFvsGF. I have recently purchased Zoella's new book Girl Online that's where I got the inspiration from to start the blogs.
Anyway I hope you like my post in the future I promise they won't be boring like this one, some may even be good advice for you guys so...



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