hey guys,
Well today has not been the best of days for me as my doctor has said I can't let my stress levels rise but how can I do that when I'm constantly worrying.....
First I woke up extremely tired with a massive headache and surprise, surprise it's my stress levels being up again (even when I sleep I'm stressed) is it entirely true that stress can kill? can someone please answer that question please!
Anyway I haven't even step foot out my house today apart from having a driving lesson and having to get my dad to take me out to pick my sister up other than that I don't know what's making me soooo stressed..What makes you guys stress?
To top it off I'm being ignored for god knows what reason so I'm MMAADD!!! What did I do to deserve this just about had enough to be honest with you guys
Well anyways I'm going to see if I can get my stress levels back down to normal
Going offline now....see yoou soooonn xxx
Tuesday, 23 June 2015
Monday, 22 June 2015
fears
hey guys,
I'm not entirely sure why but for some reason I have this massive fear of going to the gym....I always fear that as soon as I get to the gym I'm going to be laughed at, I mean I came to the gym to get fit not to be laughed at and I hate that feeling.
Everytime I go to the gym I always end up going in the small gym where only 2 people usually work out as it's blacked out and there's not alot of people watching you work out. The other fear I have is getting changed into my sports wear in the changing rooms...(I hate the way my body looks) it's covered in stretch marks. I'm size 12 in clothes but yet I look tinnier than that but still feel insecure about going to the gym.
I have made a promise to myself that I will get over this fear by going to the gym with my head held high and not giving a care in the world if people are laughing at me.
What are your fears?
Why not comment below what your fears are and what you will do to overcome them!
I will give you an update of how it went tomorrow
Going offline now......see you ssoooonn xxx
I'm not entirely sure why but for some reason I have this massive fear of going to the gym....I always fear that as soon as I get to the gym I'm going to be laughed at, I mean I came to the gym to get fit not to be laughed at and I hate that feeling.
Everytime I go to the gym I always end up going in the small gym where only 2 people usually work out as it's blacked out and there's not alot of people watching you work out. The other fear I have is getting changed into my sports wear in the changing rooms...(I hate the way my body looks) it's covered in stretch marks. I'm size 12 in clothes but yet I look tinnier than that but still feel insecure about going to the gym.
I have made a promise to myself that I will get over this fear by going to the gym with my head held high and not giving a care in the world if people are laughing at me.
What are your fears?
Why not comment below what your fears are and what you will do to overcome them!
I will give you an update of how it went tomorrow
Going offline now......see you ssoooonn xxx
JOBS ARE A NIGHTMARE
hey guys,
Lately I have been sooo busy looking for jobs (boring, yeah i get it)....but two things I have always come across is that youngsters need "experience" or they have to be 18 or over...SERIOUSLY how?!
How can someone get experience when they have JUST come out of education and not giving the opportunity to gain experience and why do you have to be 18 to stock objects on shelves. This is really annoying me now and have no idea what to do.
I am starting to get fed up of Newport and the jobs available recently, I mean McDonalds and KFC are even time wasters you apply and NEVER hear back or they just don't give you the job just because you got one answer on a question wrong when you only needed 18 out of 20.....ARRGGHH starting to tear my hair out.
That's my rant over
Going offline now......see you sooonnnn xxx
Lately I have been sooo busy looking for jobs (boring, yeah i get it)....but two things I have always come across is that youngsters need "experience" or they have to be 18 or over...SERIOUSLY how?!
How can someone get experience when they have JUST come out of education and not giving the opportunity to gain experience and why do you have to be 18 to stock objects on shelves. This is really annoying me now and have no idea what to do.
I am starting to get fed up of Newport and the jobs available recently, I mean McDonalds and KFC are even time wasters you apply and NEVER hear back or they just don't give you the job just because you got one answer on a question wrong when you only needed 18 out of 20.....ARRGGHH starting to tear my hair out.
That's my rant over
Going offline now......see you sooonnnn xxx
just another day.....or is it?
hey guys,
for some reason most people have days that are all different buuutttt my seem to always be the same (crazy, I know). I always seem to have this routine in my life which seems to be on repeat it usually goes like this:
wake up
get dressed
try and do my hair as best as I can (can never get my hair tight enough in a ponytail)
brush my teeth
get a glass of orange juice
grab my bag
grab my keys
and then head out for the day
I somehow always end up in down walking around minding my own business and then all of a sudden go flying onto my face (ouch!).....sooo embarrassing....I recover from the fall whilst everyone stares, points and laughs so I now have to walk around the entire town centre with people knowing that i'm the girl who fell flat on her face (not the best start to my days). I then always seem to find myself outside a bookshop just randomly looking in the window staring at all the good books that are on display (ohhh..how i could just buy them all).....then i snap back in to reality and just wander around until i find myself near a coffee shop... ohh what the heck fifteen minute coffee break can't hurt...i always order my usual a frozen mocha not hot coffee i know what some of you might be thinking ("ew how can you drink cold coffee") but the truth is i can't stand hot coffee....anyway after my little coffee break i wander once more round town and then find that i left my bag in the coffee shop i sprint back to go find it to notice it's gone but to my luck the store assistant managed to keep it behind the counter...Phew that was good luck.
after the mad rush of running to my bag and tripping over in public i then walk back home to find i have no house key...so i have to climb the garden fence what worse can that do and of course i climb the fence not realising my dress is caught on a nail, i jump off the fence and then of course my whole dress rips of....OMG i'm in my bra and knickers in my garden i quickly run to the back door and luckly it's open i quickly open it and run to my room to put on some new clothes and of course i put the new clothes on and then go an retrieve my dress that is now entirely ripped :(.
i sit on my bed and just read a book that always makes me feel better but to my extent i then have a message off my boyfriend asking me to meet him at his house (Great a 6 mile trek to the otherside of Newport after my embarrassing moment in town) so here i go walking to his house....i get to his house spend a couple of hours with him and his family and i didn't notice the time...crap i had to be home at 6 to let my sisters in it is now 8.30pm i grab my bag give a quick kiss to my boyfriend and just run all the way to my house to find my mum standing at the door angry
i go to bed feeling tired upset message my boyfriend saying "i love you, going to go sleep, don't want to talk tonight due to the embarrassment moment in town and my mum being angry i promise to talk in the morning, night,,, xxx" so i close my eyes and dream of the nice pink colourful fluffy clouds (just kidding i just went to sleep)
that is typically how everyday goes i have literally been through 21 dresses so far this year and at least the entire town knows me by "the girl who trips over her own feet" i am a walk of shame in my town
going offline now......see you soooonnn xxx
for some reason most people have days that are all different buuutttt my seem to always be the same (crazy, I know). I always seem to have this routine in my life which seems to be on repeat it usually goes like this:
wake up
get dressed
try and do my hair as best as I can (can never get my hair tight enough in a ponytail)
brush my teeth
get a glass of orange juice
grab my bag
grab my keys
and then head out for the day
I somehow always end up in down walking around minding my own business and then all of a sudden go flying onto my face (ouch!).....sooo embarrassing....I recover from the fall whilst everyone stares, points and laughs so I now have to walk around the entire town centre with people knowing that i'm the girl who fell flat on her face (not the best start to my days). I then always seem to find myself outside a bookshop just randomly looking in the window staring at all the good books that are on display (ohhh..how i could just buy them all).....then i snap back in to reality and just wander around until i find myself near a coffee shop... ohh what the heck fifteen minute coffee break can't hurt...i always order my usual a frozen mocha not hot coffee i know what some of you might be thinking ("ew how can you drink cold coffee") but the truth is i can't stand hot coffee....anyway after my little coffee break i wander once more round town and then find that i left my bag in the coffee shop i sprint back to go find it to notice it's gone but to my luck the store assistant managed to keep it behind the counter...Phew that was good luck.
after the mad rush of running to my bag and tripping over in public i then walk back home to find i have no house key...so i have to climb the garden fence what worse can that do and of course i climb the fence not realising my dress is caught on a nail, i jump off the fence and then of course my whole dress rips of....OMG i'm in my bra and knickers in my garden i quickly run to the back door and luckly it's open i quickly open it and run to my room to put on some new clothes and of course i put the new clothes on and then go an retrieve my dress that is now entirely ripped :(.
i sit on my bed and just read a book that always makes me feel better but to my extent i then have a message off my boyfriend asking me to meet him at his house (Great a 6 mile trek to the otherside of Newport after my embarrassing moment in town) so here i go walking to his house....i get to his house spend a couple of hours with him and his family and i didn't notice the time...crap i had to be home at 6 to let my sisters in it is now 8.30pm i grab my bag give a quick kiss to my boyfriend and just run all the way to my house to find my mum standing at the door angry
i go to bed feeling tired upset message my boyfriend saying "i love you, going to go sleep, don't want to talk tonight due to the embarrassment moment in town and my mum being angry i promise to talk in the morning, night,,, xxx" so i close my eyes and dream of the nice pink colourful fluffy clouds (just kidding i just went to sleep)
that is typically how everyday goes i have literally been through 21 dresses so far this year and at least the entire town knows me by "the girl who trips over her own feet" i am a walk of shame in my town
going offline now......see you soooonnn xxx
Sunday, 21 June 2015
hey guys
Hi guys,
Sorry for the short first post but just wanted to briefly introduce myself, my name is Jade and I'm a 17 year old from Wales in the UK.
I have always wanted to start a blog but never actually got around to doing it.
I promise there will be more interesting blogs but for now I want you all to get to know me a little bit first.
Well in my spare time I love to read books, I have probably read books in my cupboard more than 5 times and could probably tell you word for word what they are about, haha sad I know, I also like to watch Vlogs on youtube with my favourites being Zoella, Pointlessblogs, BFvsGF. I have recently purchased Zoella's new book Girl Online that's where I got the inspiration from to start the blogs.
Anyway I hope you like my post in the future I promise they won't be boring like this one, some may even be good advice for you guys so...
Going offline now....see you soooonnn xxx
Sorry for the short first post but just wanted to briefly introduce myself, my name is Jade and I'm a 17 year old from Wales in the UK.
I have always wanted to start a blog but never actually got around to doing it.
I promise there will be more interesting blogs but for now I want you all to get to know me a little bit first.
Well in my spare time I love to read books, I have probably read books in my cupboard more than 5 times and could probably tell you word for word what they are about, haha sad I know, I also like to watch Vlogs on youtube with my favourites being Zoella, Pointlessblogs, BFvsGF. I have recently purchased Zoella's new book Girl Online that's where I got the inspiration from to start the blogs.
Anyway I hope you like my post in the future I promise they won't be boring like this one, some may even be good advice for you guys so...
Going offline now....see you soooonnn xxx
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