I'm getting tired of hearing the words "are you okay?" as for me the only answer I know is "I'm fine" or "yes" when in reality, I'm not and it kills me inside that I'm kinda lying to the people that I love the most but what really bugs me the most is when people call me a liar and an attention seeker...
Would I have self-harmed if I needed that much attention NO... it was a way for me to express the pain that I was feeling and being able to release the pain in a way that I knew would work....or so I thought.
I was called a "Pill Popper" just because I take tablets to help my mental health.....but what hurts the most is that I'm nowhere near getting the help I need which is really starting to get on my nerves
I never intended this blog to be about my mental health but for some reason, I want to let others know that there aren't alone and that I will be there for them in person or through a computer... No-one should feel so alone to the point where they get themselves so down.
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